Path

Yesterday was pleasant enough. I finally saw Kikia again...but she seems different. Greeted me as "Captain Jaiga", rather than any informal term of endearment or friendship. I suppose I shouldn't worry; her social implants she uses for her shaman work do that. I also learned about a rather awesome mixed drink of Quafe and Chest Wound; that stuff is great!

I went down to Stain via a jumpclone in Delve today. Managed to nab my primary blueprint library from the True Creations station in RLDS-R. The return trip was delightfully fun: I dodged many things in my Vigil.

Surprisingly, I didn't have a drop of alcohol to drink in RLDS-R. I forget that I never used to drink back in the Shaktipat days. A terrifying prospect, really. I'm just pleased I managed to grab all the blueprints safely; it's harder to find some of them these days...

I suppose I should get to building Arbitrators, now that I can. I think it would be pretty awesome to have a squad of those causing trouble for the Imperials.

Inferno

They will burn. Every single one of them, with their noses so high in the air.

If they will not be humbled, then it is their blood which shall fill the Valley.

Elixir

I need....lust for...certain things.

I want to feel an unconditional love like no other. One that is universal, binding, and guiding. I want absolution, forgiveness, and light. I want warmth that will never leave in the middle of the night. I want someone I can lay down with to reciprocate my body heat. Someone that can inspire fire and passion; new life.

Some people call this something or someone God. Others call it a lover.

For me, it is currently a bottle of Chest Wound.

The People Prevail

08:17:06 Notify This solar system has been won by Minmatar Republic!
One of my happiest moments in a long time.

Edifice

I've been in an unusually productive mood lately.

I helped Aphoxema with more of her assignments for the Sebiestor Tribe. Can't go wrong helping her and the Tribe out, really. The only thing I detest about being in Hakeri is that I'm nowhere near my factories in Vard and by extension the mineral-rich area nearby.

I've managed to get up to the level of cruiser production with little trouble. I've come up with a rather efficient method of extracting metals from the Sansha. Yes, it does involve force. Typically a mix of kinetic and electromagnetic, to be precise. I consider this a good thing, really. If ever Avlynka or Kalaratiri call for me to fly a cruiser in the Hed area I really have no excuse now. Even if it is just some basically-equipped Thorax with the largest plate possible.

I ended my day on a rather pleasant note, making lunches for everyone tomorrow. Sure, we're mighty and rich-beyond-belief capsuleers and could just order luxurious food every single night, but there's no fire to that. No substance.

Equilibrium

Things seem to be getting better. I made dinner..not sure how great it tasted to Avlynka and Aphox, but to my tastes it was great for an improvised dish. She's seems better....but I've been keeping tabs and eyes on her. Well, everyone.


I need to step up and do what I can. I may not be a hotshot combat pilot, but I sure as hell can listen to everyone's problems and talk with them. I really want to see us all together as a group...proper-like. If that means a freshly-cooked meal every night, then I do hope everyone can handle very sweet, rich-flavored food.


That's right Aphoxema. We must share the kitchen area.

Turmoil

She's not any better and still wants to do it, I think.

Why can't she See?!

If she goes, I may too. I can't handle this; not like I thought I could.